

bisexual means u only have sex twice. in ur entire lifetime. 2
“r u taken?” yes bitch taken for granted
I swear boys nowadays only like girls who are “slim thick”, not that there is anything wrong with showing ur body online but they show their entire body online, they can twerk, they’re always sexy, they can dance, they can do all the things guys like. Those are the only girls guys like anymore. And if you’re a skinny white girl like me, good fucking luck dating a guy who only likes hoe ass girls
I always compare myself to no end to the girls Jose thinks are pretty and I just feel like I’m not even a real woman or a woman someone would be proud to have 😶
It’s just funny because I feel like I’m falling apart and I’ve been thinking about dying for the first time.. Ever. I am constantly repulsed by myself and every time I look in the mirror it feels like I shatter or feel destroyed. I feel ugly past the point of no return. I feel so plain and ugly and boring. It’s just a repeat everyday I wake up of the same demons that were in my head as yesterday. I can’t even think of the amount of times I’ve cried because I have felt so trapped. I feel no escape from this that death has seemed nice. Death has never seemed nice to me. I don’t see the point of life if I’m gonna feel this way every day. All other girls are so beautiful and special and their personalities and them themselves are amazing and I just hate myself, everything about myself. Ugly hair, big ugly nose, ugly weird body, ugly face…. There is nothing good…. Honestly.. I don’t know how this manages to get worse everyday. Life used to be so beautiful to me.